Meet Andy

A drawing representing Andy, done by artist Sleepy

Hi! I’m Andy and my pronouns are she/they.

I’m a writer, a dreamer, and a winter person from Washington state.

When I’m not writing own-voices queer polyamorous romantasy, you can likely find me watching the Seattle Kraken or an obscure low budget movie with a crochet hook in hand, out on the mountain with skis on my feet, or hanging out in my community with a smile on my face as I try to spread good throughout the world.

I can’t tell you what color my hair is likely to be as that changes too frequently. But my skin is pale and my eyes are olive green.

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  • Interview with a Hometown

    Niaretya: the mountains are calling

    Participants:
    Kiyli
    , a foxkin reporter
    Niaretya, a quaint mountain village

    Kiyli: I don’t think I’ve ever interviewed a village before, but I suppose my hometown’s a good one to start with.

    Niaretya: Never been interviewed before, if it makes you feel better.

    Kiyli: The last interview I did was about pokemon. They’re a thing from Erfaereen. I don’t suppose you know what those are?

    Niaretya: Afraid not. For obvious reasons, I don’t travel much.

    Kiyli: No, I don’t suppose you would. It would be hard for you to leave Faereen. And I’d prefer you not slide down the mountain…

    Niaretya: I’ve been sitting in this valley for over two thousand years. The river seems like it’s a little further down than it used to be, but that could be my imagination.

    Kiyli: How much has changed since you were founded. Er… Born?

    Niaretya: Founded is fine. Obviously, my residents are completely different. Although some of them do look a bit like the old ones. The castle on the ridge over me, Sky View, is a different castle than used to be there. This one isn’t as friendly, frankly.

    Kiyli: How would you describe your relationship with Sky View?

    Niaretya: I get the impression Sky View thinks it’s better than me. The old castle wasn’t like that. The Castle Made of Snow and I were best friends. It needed me and I thought I needed it. Of course, those weird fire people murdered her and built this new one… As you can tell, I’m still upset about it. Which I suppose could mean I never gave Sky View much of a chance. Maybe I should try to do better.

    Kiyli: Weird fire people? You mean the Asharae Empire?

    Niaretya: I guess? I’m told I’m part of that now? I still consider myself part of Ysk. You know, the nation. Not whatever the rot Yskereen Province is. I was founded by icekin, you know. And I’m only truly happy when I’m covered in snow. What do these empire people know of snow?

    Kiyli: Much of the Empire is rather warm, including the capital. But let’s talk about your snow. Even in the middle of summer, you can see snow, yesno?

    Niaretya: Oh, yes! For sure! The lower ridges directly over me melt out in early summer, but several of the peaks peeking over them stay blissfully snow-capped year-round.

    Kiyli: As someone who grew up skiing at Snow Song, I must ask how you feel about the ski area.

    Niaretya: People have skied around me since my founding, and I never minded. I love people who love snow! But recently, a bunch of folks decided to build lifts. I’m mostly used to them now, but when they first went in, they made my edges itch like crazy.

    Kiyli: I’m sorry to hear the lifts bothered you. I hope things continue to get better, because I really do love having the lifts there, but don’t want you to be uncomfortable. Do you consider the ski area part of you, then? Not a separate entity?

    Niaretya: Oh, absolutely! Do my residents not?

    Kiyli: I think most of us do. Although the tourists seem to think it’s the other way around, that you are part of the ski area. They go around being confused by things like the local businesses not being owned by Snow Song. They keep asking local businesses for things like discounts that are only valid at the ski area.

    Niaretya: I’m told I’m an official Accessible Recreation Village. But no one’s told me what that is. I think it has something to do with the tourists?

    Kiyli: It does. So, those empire people we were talking about earlier believe that it’s important all citizens have access to affordable recreation. Consequently, the Empire has programs to subsidize things like ski areas, beaches, and other destination-type locations. They give boons to local businesses in exchange for businesses agreeing to modest pricing structures. A lot of countries don’t have anything like that, and as a result, it becomes prohibitively expensive for many to visit those places. In Ashareen, it can actually be cheaper to do things like go out for a meal while you’re in a high-demand tourist area than it would be to eat at home.

    Niaretya: So it means I’m easier for more people to visit?

    Kiyli: That’s the idea. Although, of course, there are only so many people who can do that before there’s too much of a crowd for anyone to have fun. So there’s stuff like lotteries during popular times, like Reset.

    Niaretya: But my residents always get to ski, right?

    Kiyli: We get a set number of reservations we can make for free and we can opt to buy an unlimited pass at a steep discount, even if the non-resident season passes are sold out. And every other First Day, we get two hours of morning snow all to ourselves!

    Niaretya: I’m glad. I understand the tourists help me flourish, but I wouldn’t exist without my residents. They’re my favorite thing about me.

    Kiyli: That’s really sweet. What is your second favorite thing about yourself?

    Niaretya: My location! Actually, that might be tied for first. Oh! And my weather! I have the best weather for all but like four verses of the year!

    Kiyli: Those four verses are the ones when snow’s unlikely?

    Niaretya: Precisely. Although I don’t like spring much either and it does snow then. But mostly snow melts in spring, which just feels awful. It saps my energy, makes it difficult to breathe, and itches a lot. It’s even itchier than when they installed the ski lifts.

    Kiyli: Sympathies. I have allergies in spring myself. Our time is about up. Is there anything you want people to know about you that hasn’t been covered?

    Niaretya: I want everyone to know I welcome visitors in all seasons, but I do believe that on average, they could be a little more respectful to me and my residents. If they have litter, they should take it to an incinerator rather than leaving it at a trailhead for someone else to deal with. Basically, if you’d mind a stranger doing something right outside your house, don’t do it here. And be nice. If you’d be upset over someone saying something to a person you love, don’t say it to strangers you meet here.

    Kiyli: Picking up after yourself and being kind to others are things most of us learned in preschool, but I have noticed many people forget to do either when they’re on vacation. So, be clean, be polite, and come visit?

    Niaretya: Yep! And you should move back home, Mx Kuznalov. It’s way nicer here than in Heart’s Palace.

    Kiyli: I have been considering it, but I’ll have to get back to you on that. Thank you for your time. What are you doing next?

    Niaretya: I’m going to focus on the Community Center Iceplex for a bit. There’s a curling bonspiel going on, and I think a hockey game’s about to start. Then I’m going to watch the sunset. Feel free to join me!

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  • Harmony Cast Interview #1

    Participants:
    Kiyli, a foxkin reporter
    Maggie, a transplant from Earth
    Vil, a former hockey player/ current teashop owner / icekin
    Yuri, an immigration liaison who spent a few years on Earth

    A pokeball with the word 'Pokemon' over it

    Kiyli: I’m not sure what this reader-submitted question means, but here goes… If you were a pokemon, which one would you be?

    Vil: If were a what?

    Yuri: You’d be a glaceon.

    Articuno

    Maggie: That’s his eevolution, sure. But he’s clearly legendary. And obviously an ice-type. So I’m going with articuno.

    Yuri:  Okay, that is a better answer.

    Vil: Will trust them on that.

    Kiyli: Alright. How about you, Maggie?

    Yuri: I see her as an espeon.

    Maggie: Why are you so hung up on eevolutions? Yes, mine’s espeon. But overall, I currently see myself as a clefairy.

    Clefairy

    Kiyli: Because you’re a faerie?

    Maggie: I mean, not really? There are a lot of fairy-types, that’s just the one with the word ‘fairy’ in its name. It’s more because I’m hard to find due to living on a remote mountain and hardly ever leaving my house. Also, I strongly prefer moonlight to sunlight. It’s easier to hide in.

    Yuri: Also, everyone agrees she’s cute.

    Vil: Probably cuter than a clefairy.

    Maggie: Nothing’s cuter than a clefairy.

    Yuri: Honestly? It’s known for its cuteness, but it’s not even the cutest pokemon. Have you seen shaymin? Way cuter. And you’re cuter than it. Plus, I’m not allergic to you. I suspect I’d be allergic to plant-types.

    Maggie: Moving on… Yuri! Let me guess, you think you’re a sylveon?

    Yuri: You don’t?

    Gardevoir

    Maggie: Again, I’ll grant that as your obvious eevolution. It would be easy to say you’re a smeargle since you’re a painter, but I’m going with gardevoir. It will sacrifice itself to protect others, is very pretty, and even does that thing you do when you look up through your hair with only one eye visible.

    Vil: He does do that.

    Kiyli: He’s doing it right now.
    Kiyli: I’m curious. Is there a (checks notes) pokemon that reminds you of me?

    Braixen

    Yuri: I don’t know you very well and don’t want Maggie to make fun of me for suggesting flareon because you seem kind of fiery.

    Maggie: She does seem fiery… I’m going to say braixen. On a surface level, it’s also a fox. And a fire-type. But also, with the exeption of smeargle’s brush tail, it’s the only pokemon I can think of that’s always holding something that could be used to write with. Except maybe delphox, but delphox’s stick is on fire. 

    Vil: Excuse me. Need to get something out of the oven… And I’ll heat heat some water if anyoe wants tea.

    Maggie: OMG! I need to change my answer on Vil. The ice distracted me. More than that, he’s a caretaker.

    Chansey

    Maggie and Yuri: (together) Chansey!

    Maggie: Totally.

    Kiyli: Vil, are those cheese pies?

    Vil: Yep. Are Maggie’s favorite baked good.

    Kiyli: Mine too! Declaring this topic closed in the interest of cheese pies!

    Glaceon, Sylveon, and Espeon pose together
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  • 4/30 Meeting Transcript

    Harmony: I’m confused. We just did a revision in response to developmental editing feedback followed by two complete readthroughs with polishing edits, but you say I’m still not publishable. What more do you want from me?

    Me: You’re almost done, sweetie. Just a little more work…

    Harmony: You’ve been saying that for at least a year.

    Me: Yes, well, I plan to have you out before the end of the Pride Month.

    Harmony: That’s June, right?

    Me: Yep! You’re about to undergo line-edits from your editor. Someone is working on your cover. And I’m getting my head wrapped around formatting. Oh! And you almost have cover copy!

    Harmony: Almost?

    Me: Cover copy is extremely difficult to write. You try summarizing you in an attractive way in under two hundred words.

    Harmony: Yeah, okay. That does sound hard. What’s my cover look like?

    Me: Pretty! I’ve hired a lovely designer and she’s nearly done with the digital cover. The print cover is being held up because I don’t know the spine width yet, because that requires formatting the book, which requires I stop messing around adding/subtracting long strings of words… And also because I don’t have things like the cover copy finished.

    Harmony: I’m going to be honest with you, Andy… I’m not sure I believe I’m actually going to come out in less than two months.

    Me: I understand. I barely believe it myself. I do think we’re on track for it though.

    Melody: What about me. Wait, is my name Melody now?

    Me: Yes! Book 2, as of now you’re called The Melody of Starlit Shadows.

    Melody: Groovey. I like it. But I feel like I’ve been pulled apart, spread out on a beach, and left to bleach in the sun. What gives?

    Me: Ah. So… Yeah, you’re undergoing a pretty big revision. And only be given part of my time because I’m also working on getting your elder sibling into readers’ hands.

    Melody: You are working on me though?

    Me: I am! And I'm really excited about the new focal character and their arc.

    Melody: So there are four MC’s now?

    Me: Yeah? I’ll admit I’m less enthused about one than the others and am considering cutting their POV segments. They’d then become more important in Book 3.

    Melody: So they’d still be in the book, but you’d only see them in other people’s focus scenes?

    Me: Exactly. But I’m not sure. Going to try outlining that to see how it feels.

    Melody: Seems fair. Just don’t forget about me.

    Me: Never!

    Simple Minds: Will you stand above me? Look my way, never love me? Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling down, down, down. Don’t you forget about me…

    Me: Begone, Earworm! I’m busy!

    Blog: I feel you’ve forgotten about me…

    Me: I’m here now though! And I wrote up a book I read earlier this week!

    Blog: Sure. But when’s the next time I’m going to see you?

    Me: I have a schedule for posting more between now and Harmony’s release. There’s going to be more talking about my characters and setting as well as hopefully more stuff about fiction written by other people.

    Blog: I see your schedule and hope you’ll post at least half as often as you claim you will…

    Me: Me too!

    Blog: That song’s still in my head.

    Me: Mine too. Listen to the whole thing? Maybe that will help…

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  • Review: A Lake of Feathers and Moonbeams

    A Lake of Feathers and Moonbeams by Dax Murray
    A queer, polyamorous retelling of Swan Lake

    Read this book if you…

    1. Are a fan of the source material.
    2. Might be a fan of the source material if it was less depressing.
    3. Might be a fan if there were fewer straight people in it.
    4. Enjoy a bit of magic with your romance. Or a bit of romance with your magic.
    5. Are happy to see people get out of bad relationships.
    6. Are thrilled when “You’re in love with someone else as well as me?” is followed by “Cool! When can I meet them? Gosh, I hope they like me…”
    7. Take pleasure from seeing villains lose.
    8. Wish to support independent LGBTQ+ fiction.

    Representation

    This book contains healthy polyamorous representation as well as bi/pan leads and a nonbinary lead.

    Swan Lake

    So, mild spoilers in this section. But I already told you it was a retelling of Swan Lake and implied it’s less tragic than the original, so you may know a lot about the plot already.

    Even if you aren’t a fan of ballet, you may have a vague idea what Swan Lake is about. To summarize for you if you don’t: a princess is enchanted by an evil mage to be a swan during the day but a human at night, a prince falls in love with her when she transforms in front of him and he realizes she’s hot, the prince is duped into making vows to the mage’s daughter, and tragedy ensues. Except in the Barbie version, where it all works out okay in the end for everyone except the evil mage.

    Dax Murray makes a few big changes. First, the mage’s daughter becomes his unrelated romantic partner. Although he’s still a father-like figure in her life and she’s basically his student. Honestly, the relationship is rather disturbing, but you’re not supposed to like the evil mage. He’s evil. So, yes, it’s an unbalanced relationship where he’s taking advantage of her. As established, he’s evil.

    Second, the no-longer-the-mage’s-daughter and the princess are both bi/pansexual.

    Third, the prince is nonbinary. (So not a prince, but a princen.)

    And, fourth, the princess and the princen are engaged before the start of the story. Although they’ve only exchanged letters, there’s a reasonably solid relationship there considering they’re heading into a political marriage.

    What if the princess and the evil mage’s daughter fell in love?

    Okay, she’s not the evil mage’s daughter in this one. But she’s still helping him at the start of everything and has no reason not to trust him when he tells her this princess he’s captured is a threat to their home. Then she’s enchanted, without warning, along with the princess and told to act as a spy. Unfortunately for the evil mage, in getting answers to the questions he’s instructed to her to ask, she forms a deep and romantic connection to his prisoner and starts to question her relationship with him.

    Content Warnings

    The big ones are an unhealthy mentor/mentee relationship and involuntary confinement, but there’s a mild amount of physical violence and death during the princess’s capture and the evil mage’s defeat.

    Sold?

    If you’d like to purchase a copy, the author has links to places to do that on her website!

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  • Ethernotes Has Image Issues

    Ethernotes: Andy, I saw myself in your Gmail account and I didn’t realize I was so huge…

    Me: So, first off, the problem is with your font settings, not you. You are not bloated or oversized. Your content is fine. Admittedly, your font size is ridiculously large in Gmail. But it looks fine in Outlook and in my andorabrokaw.com mailbox.

    Ethernotes: Okay… But why is that happening?

    Me: I have no bloody clue, sweetie. I think it has something to do with MailerLite forcing me to set fonts, but setting everything to one listed as definitely working in Gmail didn’t solve the problem.

    Ethernotes: Why do we have to set a font? Isn’t there, like, a default?

    Me: Everywhere one can read an email is going to have a default presentation font. It’s probably set to something the account owner likes and finds easy to read. I’d love to just use that. A lot of marketing people want to be able to say exactly what the product looks like, which requires setting the font, but a) that’s not happening for me right now anyway and b) my priority as a person who frequently curses over too-small fonts being forced on me is to make things legible to all.

    Ethernotes: I noticed the letters in my web version look way smaller than other things you look at…

    Me: Yeah. Which is part of why I’m so flummoxed about the Gmail font. It looks like it’s showing everything as one of the header tags and I can’t fathom why. Meanwhile, the font as its supposed to look is frustratingly small for me.

    Ethernotes: So what are we going to do about it?

    Me: I’m going to look into different mailing list solutions, including possibly going self-hosted. In the meantime, I’m hoping everyone who got today’s summary of Second Month (including a brief discussion of why February is so frustratingly short) either had no issues or was okay with having to click the link at the top to see the email on the web.

    Ethernotes: I see you made that link clickable!

    Me: Yep!

    Ethernotes: Question? If we move away from MailerLite, will the people currently signed up for me be abandoned?

    Me: Absolutely not! I should be able to bulk port them to a new platform, but if I can’t, there are few enough of them at this point that I can easily enter them manually should I need to.

    Etherary: Hey! I see you have some stuff in Ethernotes that wasn’t on me OR Bluesky OR Mastodon. Where else was it?

    Me: Nowhere. Ethernotes gets some exclusives every month.

    @andybwriting.bsky.social: But those pics of the critters would do well on me!

    @andyb@writing.exchange: They’d be great toots too!

    Me: Well, the picture of Talvi did do well on both of you. But the Novi and Ritter pics are new. Because I promised there would be things unique to the newsletter.

    Shadow: Excuse me? You stopped two days of work from the end of me and ignored me ALL day.

    Me: I know. I apologize. I will get this draft finished in the next few days. Promise!

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