Meet Andora

A drawing representing Andy, done by artist Sleepy

Hi! I’m Andora and my pronouns are they/she. Feel free to call me Andy!

I’m a writer, a a winter person, and a mostly harmless panromantic asexual from Washington state.

When I’m not writing own-voices queer polyamorous romantasy, you can likely find me watching the Seattle Kraken or an obscure low budget movie with a crochet hook in hand, out on the mountain with skis on my feet, or hanging out in my community with a smile on my face as I try to spread good throughout the world.

I can’t tell you what color my hair is likely to be as that changes too frequently. But my skin is pale and my eyes are olive green.

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  • The Thread That Binds by Cedar McCloud

    Three young people learn to overcome their pasts, be their best selves, and create magic in an enchanted library on a fantasy-tech world.

    Read This Book If…

    1. Love books!
    2. Always thought libraries are literally magic and wished more people knew it.
    3. Enjoy found family narratives.
    4. Recognize that fantasy can involve good fighting evil without anyone dying.
    5. Want to explore a vision of what an agender society might look like.
    6. Appreciate seeing healthy polyamory normalized.
    7. Wish to support independent LGBTQ+ fiction.

    The books are restless.

    The Eternal Library is a magical place. And not in the way all libraries are magic. The Eternal Library is filled with literal magic, occupied by books with souls, and run by mages. But something is off, even before the Head Librarian’s death.

    Tabby, Amane, and Rhiannon are a new generation of library staff. Can they grow their skills fast enough to influence the Library’s future? And will they know which side to join when the role of new Head Librarian is contested? 

    What is Gender?

    The majority of the characters in this book use e/em/eir pronouns and the local language lacks a lot of gender expression.

    Early on, two characters meet. Upon introduction, one requests she/her pronouns. The other obliges without argument, but reflects that e really wishes someone could explain gender to em in a way that made even the slightest amount of sense.

    In some cases, it’s easy to determine which gender our society would likely have tacked to a character at birth. With other characters, it’s impossible. I found the agender default to be rather refreshing.

    Normalized Polyamory!

    This book is much more fantasy drama than romantasy, but it does show several romantic relationships, including one that forms over the course of the plot. There are people married to only one partner, but I remained hazy throughout the book on whether the other people in their lives were close friends or lovers. One of our characters has four parents. And two of our leads start in a queerplatonic partnership, but one of them experiences a romantic arc with the third while the other becomes close friends with her. To the best of my recollection, neither the word ‘polyamory’ nor the word ‘monogamy’ appears, but society appears to accept people forming whatever relationships work for the people in them. 

    Multi-Generational Found Family

    In a lot of found family stories, people form deep bonds with friends from their generation or maybe a decade or so older. I’ve seldom seen it done with as large a generational divide as in this story with older adults serving as solid parental stand-ins.

    The plot gives heavy importance to workplace apprenticeships in the Library. One lead has very dysfunctional parents while another has moved to a different country from hers. They find extra parental figures with the older library staff helping them learn the deep magic involved in bookmaking. The story presents these parent figures as very real people I found myself caring a lot about. If I’m being completely honest, I found them more engaging than the leads themselves, although that could be due to relating more to them. While they’re in their sixties and I’m still shy of fifty, I’m very clearly closer to a mentor archetype than an apprentice these days.

    The love and support of their mentors is important to our leads, but the reverse is also true. The younger folks wind up being instrumental in leading the group to victory, even though the elders are the ones fighting to be Head Librarian.

    Destiny is Following the Author’s Plot

    I feel a need to draw attention to the main religion followed in the Library’s culture because I think a lot of bookish types will enjoy it. The core belief of this religion is that the universe is an unfolding story. Most modern people consider this a nice metaphor but not something to interpret literally. But, of course, every religion has followers who would reject that idea, doesn’t it?

    The Authorists believe we, as characters, must not deviate from the plot the Author has written for us. This branch of the religion was founded by someone who proclaimed emself to be the Author’s self-insert. We see enough of em for me to be fairly certain e wasn’t, unless the Author hated emself very much.

    Readerists meanwhile seem less intense while granting people more agency. They believe that as readers, we all shape the book’s story.

    The two factions aren’t just flavor for the worldbuilding stew, but are vital in the fight for control of the Library, with one candidate for Head Librarian being a highly ranked clergy member for the Authorists. The groups do serve up interesting commentary on real world literature though.

    First in a Series, But Stands Alone

    You may have noticed that the cover bills this as the first book in The Eternal Library Series. It is, but it stands alone with a solid ending. And the next two books in the quintet are prequels, going back to when the older generation were the young. Which if you read above where I said the mentors stood out more to me than the narrators, you’ll know pleases me.

    There are several books in my reading queue that will come before the second book and the third isn’t expected out until December. But I have already purchased the second book and joined the crowd funding pre-order for the third.

    Details and Warnings

    Spice Level: 1 (brief light kissing, some cuddles, no sex references)

    Cozy/Intense Scale: 2 (almost entirely cozy, but with some tense moments)

    Representation: aro-ace MC, gray-ace MC, pansexual MC, polyamorous MCs

    Content Warnings:
    – emotional abuse, manipulation, and gaslighting by parents to an adult child, and by a mentor/boss to an employee
    – discussion of past emotional child abuse and its effects
    – descriptions of anxiety, panic attack, and PTSD symptoms, especially dissociation

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    Find it here!
    OR support the BackerKit presale for the third book in the series and select one of the options that will get you the first three books of the quintet at a discount!

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  • 6/1/25 Harmony is ALIVE!

    The Harmony of Falling Snow: ANDY! ANDY! AAAAANDYYYYYYYY!

    Me: Yes?

    Harmony: I’m published!

    Me: I know! You’re out in digital now! Anyone can go to Ko-fi, itch.io, or a bunch of bookstores like Amazon, Apple, Barnes and Noble, and Smashwords to get a lovely epub and/or mobi file containing you! And it will only cost them $4.99 if they do it during Pride! You are, after all, a story about two pansexuals and a demisexual in a society where being picky about the gender of your partners is considered a little quirky and where the idea of labeling a child with a gender is gross, so everyone grows up agender until they declare otherwise.

    Harmony: That is so cool! When can readers get me in dead-tree?

    Me: Soon? The hope is June 21st.

    Harmony: Will those be signed?

    Me: Maybe. I am planning to offer online ordering of signed copies for a short window. I’ll be announcing how I’m doing that in the next few days. If people are interested, they should comment here or send me an email to help me determine how many books I’ll need to order.

    Harmony: You should do a signing in a bookstore!

    Me: Uh… Yeah. So, arranging that is more than my anxiety will let me do right now. Publishing at all has been a serious fight.

    Harmony: Right. You have as much of a problem with anxiety as my character Maggie does, don’t you?

    Me: Which is why I’m confident in my descriptions of her experiences with it. I also have bipolar disorder, like Yuri.

    Harmony: Related to that, I see you added some content advisories to my listings.

    This book contains depictions of:
    * Deportation/government violence
    * Mental health conditions including anxiety, bipolar disorder, and PTSD
    * Toxic family relationships
    * Fantasy world racism
    * Voluntary drug and alcohol use
    * Involuntary drug use

    Me: Yeah. I think they make you sound more depressing than you are, but I don’t want anyone to be triggered by something they weren’t expecting. That’s happened to me with books describing anxiety and/or depression without their summaries making it clear they were going to go there. Most of the time I can handle seeing my conditions reflected in writing, but there are times when it’s just not healthy.

    Harmony: I don’t think I actually depict Maggie’s violent government abduction… I start after that.

    Me: You do. However, as the source of Maggie’s PTSD, it’s referenced enough I’d hate for someone who can’t handle the element to stumble over it without warning. Although your blurb mentions that your trigger incident is a deportation, it doesn’t get into how awful the events leading to it were.

    Harmony: Now I’m feeling bummed out… Tell me something happy?

    Me: Despite all the negative, possibly triggering elements you contain, you’re a book about hope, recovery, and love. Your story is, overall, a happy one.

    Harmony: Okay. But one more thing about my content… I notice there’s nothing there about sex.

    Me: You don’t depict sex. That’s what the ‘sweet’ in your description indicates. Your characters aren’t celibate, but you never show anything more physically intimate than kissing and cuddles. I don’t think people need warning that you are a kissing book.

    Harmony: But I read somewhere that adult romance ALWAYS has on-page sex.

    Me: I’ve seen people claim that too. It’s false. A lot of romance readers do like seeing on-page sex, but since I’m not one of them, I saw no reason to force myself to write those scenes. I can’t imagine I’d do a very good job of it regardless.

    A Melody of Shining Stars: Sorry to interrupt, but I was under the impression you’d be working on me today.

    Me: Yes! I need to make some tea, then I will do that! I’ll just be going over scenes you already have today, but I’ll be adding new ones by the end of the week.

    Harmony: Don’t forget to keep telling people about me, though!

    Me: I won’t. In fact, I’ll post this conversation to the blog while the tea steeps! I think I’ll even share it to the mailing list!

    Harmony: Huzzah!

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  • Interview with a Teashop

    Participants:
    Kiyli, A foxkin reporter
    Yp Yetsona Yetsona Yetsona, a teashop

    Yp Yetsona: Hi, Kiyli! Welcome back! It’s been a while.

    Kiyli: Yeah, I haven’t been here in years. Not since I moved to the capital. You look much like you did when I was a teenager.

    Yp Yetsona: You should move back! But, yeah, Vil didn’t change much after he took over. I think he feels like if he leaves everything the way his mom left it, it’s sort of like she’s still around.

    Kiyli: I can understand that sentiment. I can almost see Viyanna peeking out from the kitchen, trying to keep a discreet eye on things.

    Yp Yetsona: I see you selected the mint-bluebark soother. She loved that tea. 

    Kiyli: It’s my favorite here when I don’t need caffeine. What’s yours?

    Yp Yetsona: The smokey pine black tea. It was the first tea Vil designed.

    Kiyli: I remember that. We were, what? Fourteen?

    Yp Yetsona: I’m bad at keeping track of what year it is. But he was shorter than now.

    Kiyli: Not that that’s hard.

    Yp Yetsona: He does seem rather tall for an elf.

    Kiyli: So, I’m including a write-up of you in my Guide to Niaretya. How would you introduce yourself?

    Yp Yetsona: Oh… Um… I’m Yp Yetsona Yetsona Yetsona. If the reader isn’t from the area, they may not know what that means. It’s The Quiet Yetsona Teashop. Viyanna, my founder, loved puns. And yetsonae are cute. Everyone says so.

    Kiyli: A yetsona, for anyone who’s never seen one, is like a cross between a miniature dragon and a bunny.

    Yp Yetsona: Yes. I’ve always had the one in the front window mosaic, but I recently obtained a series of paintings of yetsonae in various seasons. They’re hanging behind the counter.

    Kiyli: I noticed. Vil’s new boyfriend did them, right?

    Yp Yetsona: Yuri. Yes. I’m told the pair met because Vil wanted to buy the one with the yetsona playing in snow. It was sort of perfect for me.

    Kiyli: It is. Talking to you, you sound very fond of Vil.

    Yp Yetsona: Oh, yes! I love him very much. I love all of my elves. Sascha tells me they’re only half-elf, that their father was a human and that’s why they could grow their beard. And supposedly Vil and Vanya are part elemental. But I count them all as elves anyway.

    Kiyli: Does that love for your elves extend to your customers?

    Yp Yetsona: Absolutely! I love having visitors! Elves, pixies, stonekin, whatever! Anyone who appreciates tea is more than welcome!

    Kiyli: Do you have a favorite time of day?

    Yp Yetsona: I love opening the best. Oh! And midday, when people are less groggy and talk more. And of course, closing is nice because I get extra alone time with my caretakers.

    Kiyli: What about a favorite season?

    Yp Yetsona: Winter, for sure! The whole town is happiest in winter. I get so many extra visitors then! And they’re all extra cheerful about getting something warm to drink. A lot of times in summer, people are already so hot they don’t want tea.

    Kiyli: I’ve heard about a trend for cold teas. Do you offer those?

    Yp Yetsona: We do. But they’re just not as popular.

    Kiyli: If there was one thing you could tell the world, what would it be?

    Yp Yetsona: Be kind to yourself and drink more tea!

    Kiyli: Excellent advice.

    Yp Yetsona: If you wanted to include a picture of a yetsona, Sascha’s nephew has brought his pet one in to visit.

    Kiyli: Oh! That’s a lovely idea!

    A yetsona sits by a teapot

    Yp Yetsona: That came out well. But I see you’ve finished your tea. Would you like more?

    Kiyli: I need to get going. But I’ll take some of the smokey pine to go.

    Yp Yetsona: It was good seeing you. Come back soon!

    Kiyli: I’ll do my best. You are my favorite teashop in the world.

    Yp Yetsona: Ahhhh. Thank you!

    (Note: If you are in love with the plush “yetsona” in the picture, she is the Year of the Dragon Rabbit from Plushie Dreadfuls. If they still have any, they’ll be listed here.)

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  • Releasing The Harmony of Falling Snow

    The Harmony of Falling Snow cover, featuring a dragon on a mountaintop looking up into falling snow

    Me: Hey, Harmony, check this out!

    Harmony: I have a cover? Really? That’s mine?

    Me: It is!

    Harmony: I HAVE A COVER!

    Me: You seem to like it. It’s by Cat Psychic, who people can find under that name on Ko-fi.

    Harmony: Does this mean I really am going to be released soon?

    Me: The finalized files have been uploaded to itch.io, Kindle, and Draft2Digital. And some stores are even allowing people to pre-order you already! (Including itch.io, which is where I make the largest profit off the same cover price should anyone ask.)

    Harmony: They are? Wow… I can’t believe I’m finished.

    Me: I know, right? But here are the preorder links:

    itch.io
    Everywhere Else

    Me: Also, people will be able to purchase you via Ko-fi. I can’t set up preorders there, but anyone who wants to follow me can see when the digital book is available.

    Harmony: So I come out on… Wait. Does that say June 1st? I thought we were aiming for June 21st.

    Me: We originally targeted the 21st for both print and digital, but the digital is ready to go now, so why wait that long?

    Harmony: Why wait at all?

    Me: We want a LITTLE bit of anticipation.

    Harmony: I guess. So the print will have a different release date?

    Me: Yeah. I’m sticking with June 21st for that. Although we’ll see how much of a nightmare getting the formatting and such right is.

    Harmony: Can people pre-order print copies?

    Me: Not right now. I’m working on some Clever Ideas about that, but nothing’s ready yet.

    Harmony: And the listing says I’m on sale, not just for sale?

    Me: Yep! From now until July 5th, the digital version of you costs $4.99. After July 5th, the price increases to $7.99.

    Harmony: I seem cheaper than many comp titles.

    Me: Because you’re the first in a series and I’m not exactly well known.

    Harmony: Will my print version be the same price?

    Me: I wish! But printing costs are going to be higher than either of those numbers.

    Melody: What about me?

    Me: You’ll probably be a similar price for debut.

    Melody: That’s not what I meant. You haven’t touched me in the last fortnight…

    Me: Oh! I will be getting back to you as soon as I can, sweetling. Between the stress of formatting, dealing with new systems, and staring at proofs, I’m rather frazzled. And I’m going to be hanging out with my daughter at a Ren Faire this weekend. But I’m going to leave this meeting to work on your outline, then hopefully give you some quality time next week.

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  • Interview with a Zymra

    Me: I want to help Sugary Carousel, one of the many small businesses hurt by the inane and unprecedentedly high tariffs recently inflicted upon the US by the megalomaniac in the White House.

    Ko-fi: The artist behind their cuteness opened commissions for just that reason!

    Me: (hands over money as fast as a human can) Please draw me a winged ferret in a purple and yellow color scheme?

    Sugary Carousel: Here you go!

    Me: Squee! I have a picture of a zymra!

    Zymra: What am I? I appear to be a winged-ferret-like-something?

    Me: That’s exactly what you are!

    Zymra: Okay… That’s a thing in your books, is it?

    Me: Yep! Main Character Yuri has two pet zymrae (In Ashereek, you make nouns that end in ‘a’ plural by adding an ‘e’ at the end). But they’re black and white.

    Zymra: Noticing I’m not those colors…

    Me: That’s because you are a special zymra! YOU are a political statement.

    Zymra: Uh…

    Me: The statement is ‘Democracy is good and we deserve more of it!’ with connotations of ‘Down with fascism!’ and ‘Don’t be a racist!’

    Zymra: I’m okay with that.

    Me: I figured you would be.

    Zymra: What about me states all that though?

    Me: It’s a little complicated. But basically, you’re the symbol of the Yskies, a movement to bring democratic representation to an area that currently lacks it. Think DC, except it’s the size of a large state, the reason for it being unrepresented goes back to a state marriage a thousand years ago, and a marginalized demographic despised by many in power is heavily represented there. Uh… Noticing that last one isn’t a way it differs from DC… But moving on…

    Zymra: That’s a lot. I was hoping I was just something cute…

    Me: You ARE cute! I can see you as a plushie in the in-book toy store. Although this drawing of you is incredibly close to what I think some of the protest graffiti that pops up around Niaretya looks like.

    Zymra: I’m still a little confused. I thought the books were romances? Now you’re saying they’re political?

    Me: They are predominantly romances. But there are Yskie plotlines in both of the first two books, and likely the third. I’ll know for sure when I outline Book 3.

    Zymra: How important are the politics?

    Me: Moderately? Multiple characters directly impact the Yskie organization and its goals. And the Yskies’ public-transit-closing protests are a repeated frustration in Book 1. Less so in Book 2, but mostly because there isn’t anyone commuting into Niaretya like Yuri does in the first one. But also (mumbles) …spoilers… (/mumbles).

    Zymra: Will MAGA consider these plotlines leftist propaganda?

    Me: Oh, honey… The MAGA crowd won’t make it through the cover material before screaming, “It’s woke! Get it away from me!” It implies Maggie shouldn’t have been deported AND mentions two men in love with each other AND makes it clear the story is polyamorous. But, yeah, the political plotlines assume agreement with the concept of democracy being a good thing, so… They may be offensive to some of MAGA.

    Zymra: Oddly enough, I’m okay with that.

    Me: Me too.

    Image with zymra and the text 'Yskies Rise! Democracy Now! Peace, Love, and Voting rights for all!'
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